My Encounter with Christ on the Cross
A mumber of years ago I was praying with several people when I had a vision of Christ laying Himself down on a cross (see John 10:17-18). He was looking at me over His left shoulder with what seemed to be bottomless eyes of compassion. I was aware that He was about to voluntarily die even though He was sinless, pure, holy, and totally undeserving of death. I was also aware that unlike Him, I was guilty of sin and deserving of death. Yet I tearfully implored Father God to stop this senseless death asking why He, an innocent man, having done no wrong, had to die. It wasn’t fair, it wasn’t just, how could this happen? why would this happen?
The Bottomless Pit of Darkness
I was then alone in a place of utter darkness, a darkness without beginning or end, an eternal darkness without human or spiritual company. I was at a point and place of despair with a sense of suffocating aloneness. There was no way out and I begged God to save me, to deliver me from this pit of despair (see Matthew 8:12, 13:42 & 50, 24:51, 25:30; Jude 13).
Back to the Cross
With great relief (an understatement) I was back to Christ laying Himself on the cross with the realization that unless He died for me then that hellish pit of darkness was my deserved place of eternal destiny. At that point, I would have done or given Him anything to die for me but He had already made the choice and all I could do was thank Him over and over again, worshipping Him for His willingness to die for me.
Why?
Why would He do this for me? Because He is the good shepherd who- as the perfect lamb of God- was willing and able to redeem me (= buy me back) from my sin through the shedding of His blood.
14 “I am the good shepherd, and I know My own and My own know Me, 15 even as the Father knows Me and I know the Father; and I lay down My life for the sheep. 16 I have other sheep, which are not of this fold; I must bring them also, and they will hear My voice; and they will become one flock with one shepherd. 17 For this reason the Father loves Me, because I lay down My life so that I may take it again. 18 No one has taken it away from Me, but I lay it down on My own initiative. I have authority to lay it down, and I have authority to take it up again. This commandment I received from My Father” (John 10:14-18, NASU).
Our Response
Jesus came and died, that is an historical fact. We either choose to believe His claim and that of His followers that He was the Son of God who died for our sins, or we reject it. To ignore or reject His claim or seek to add or subtract from it is to deny Him and His Father and to live and die in our sins. We can’t add to it and we can’t take away from it; we can’t pay for His performance and we can’t improve upon it; it is all or nothing, acceptance or rejection.
A New Song to Sing
Those who choose this most precious gift for what it is, the gift of God’s love for a lost and dying world, reconciling and restoring us as sons and daughters of God with a profound destiny in Him, are given a new song to sing:
9 And they sang a new song, saying, ” Worthy are You to take the book and to break its seals; for You were slain, and purchased for God with Your blood men from every tribe and tongue and people and nation. 10 “You have made them to be a kingdom and priests to our God; and they will reign upon the earth. 12…Worthy is the Lamb that was slain to receive power and riches and wisdom and might and honor and glory and blessing.” 13 And every created thing which is in heaven and on the earth and under the earth and on the sea, and all things in them, I heard saying, “To Him who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb, be blessing and honor and glory and dominion forever and ever” (Revelation 5:9-13, NASU).
Are are you singing this song?